Afterwards

Frances
I've been really down lately after Felicity was born. I have been a little paranoid if my dogs are sleeping. I have to check them to make sure they are ok. Not good for our old male stuffy who is deaf and jumps every time I touch him to check he is all good (he sleeps with his eyes open so it can be hard to tell if his lying and you can't see his diaphragm moving when breathing). 
It's getting better with time but I was wondering if anyone else felt insecure and like they would loose more loved ones? 
I guess after loosing my mum 11 years ago and now Felicity I'm just paranoid about loosing my loved ones.  Good thing I have an awesome husband and good doctors lol I don't know how I would be without them.