I was so excited and happy to become pregnant as I had been trying for six solid years with the loss of one last year and yesterday at six weeks and one day I lost my rainbow baby. I'll never know or understand but as I lay here in bed bleeding and cramping I just wonder why... It was such a vulgar and graphic thing to see... So we are going to continue to try and not give up. Due to my doctors religious beliefs he will not test me to see what's wrong because I'm unwed. It's sad and unfair but I guess God has a plan.. I'm staring to question it though.