Overwhelmed 😢

Emma
I'm 6w6d with baby number 3!.. Had our first midwife appointment yesterday. Left feeling bit over whelmed. My youngest is 4 so been almost 5 years since being pregnant. 
Things seem to have changed. 
Because I had a rough pregnancy last time, my family have history of diabetes and heart disease and my step son was born with heart defects I've been placed as high risk and will be cared for by consultant instead of community midwife!... Cos of my BMI being over 30 I've gotta take extra dose of folic acid. I know it's all in baby's and my best interest but was a lot of info to take in on first appointment!!  
Also midwife couldn't believe that I was showing already. Mentioned the posilbility of TWINS!!!!...  😂😂. I'm a twin so is possible.  
All be worth it 😊😊