Just thinking out loud..

Champayne
I'm hurting a little I read this happens with woman that have miscarriges, but this past Friday would be week 39 of being pregnant with the twins... If they didn't come earlier and I just hear others that are getting pregnant and don't want to be or the parents splitting because it went planned or what ever the case is.... I can't help but think why not me in this situation... I could be the lucky one carrying a precious life that I want. I find myself about to cry but holding it in because I'm around others or just sad because they are not here... I pray on it so much and treat my body right so that I could possibly become pregnant but I don't think it's meant for me.... I will never give up hope but I'm feeling a little discouraged 😔 
I think I just needed to write this out but kind words are always welcomed....