Missing that spark.

My daughter will be 5 months on the 4th, and ever since we had our girl I feel like my hubby lost interest in me? We don't have sex as much which is odd because he used to be a freak in the sheets EVERY DAY but now it's like nope. There are times where I feel loney so I watch porn. He hardly spends time with our daughter, there are times where I don't shower for 3-4 days because I'm so busy with our daughter. I even lost my pregnancy weight so I look like how I was before when we first met. I just miss How we used to hangout so much and just do things without the baby. 

Ugh I don't know what's wrong with him! Yet alone I don't know what's wrong with me. I think I'm just losing my mind from being with just my daughter all day. He doesn't call me beautiful anymore. I just feel like I'm living with a roommate. There are times where I catch myself crying and so grumpy cause I don't feel that connection. I'm at that point where I don't know what to so anymore. I feel so upset and unloved.  Now I'm just venting... Ahhh!!! 😢😢