Everything seem to be upsetting, I'm not sure if it my birthday coming up soon and we have been trying for so long. We thought we was a couple times hopes was high 😩 but our hearts was broken. I try to keep up a smiling face 🙃 but really I'm hurt! I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong, our what's wrong with me. I don't want to see ungrateful since I have 2 amazing girls from someone else! I would love to have our child. He says he will love us no matter what and I know he will. At the same time would love to have a boy! I just needed to talk I guess get my feelings out there with no judgement and some understanding with what I'm going tho.