So my son will be 11 when this baby is born. We haven't told him yet and he's gonna be so excited he's been asking for years for a brother or sister. But sometimes I start thinking to myself..... am I crazy for starting all over again?

We finally after all this time don't have to pay anyone to watch him while we are at work he's self sufficient for the most part. We have been paying for daycare since he was 6 weeks old.

Ugh....sometimes I just think I'm crazy.

Don't get me wrong.... after years of trying and miscarriages and ectopic and chemicals I'm excited to be pregnant and 9 weeks.