Today would have been due date

Today is an emotional day. I lost my first baby back in May & today I would have been due. I'm so thankful that I am now 9 weeks 5 days pregnant but I'm still so sad that we lost that first baby. I pray everyday that everything will be fine with this baby so we can start our family. I know God has plans for us & this baby growing inside me. I will forever love my first baby, may he or she be happy in baby heaven!