My dreams are so cruel...
Ok so I have pcos. My periods are about 60 days apart and I don't always ovulate. I also have vaginismus so sex is pretty painful. And on top of that I have a strong suspicion that I am allergic to his semen. I may be offered ivf in November if I get my bmi down from 34.6 to 30. I'm finding it quite difficult but hopefully it will happen! Have been ttc with hubby for a while now. And I have had the most cruelest of dreams. A few weeks ago I dreamt I was having a baby boy. I was so happy, did a few preg tests, nothing. A few days ago I had a dream that my opk was positive, tested, but it was negative like it pretty much always is. Then last night I had a dream that felt so real...well it was more of a nightmare. I dreamt that I went to the Drs for a scan as I felt like I might be pregnant, and to my surprise there was actually a baby in there, but it's head was seperate from its body, and they said that it had died and that I would need surgery to remove it. I came out crying and the worst part was I forgot to ask for a picture of my baby so that I could at least keep that. So horrified, I woke up in a cold sweat, took an opk and preg test, both negative. I'm so fed up of ttc and my brain playing these awful awful tricks on me :( anyone else have similar dreams?
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