Sharpie mishaps!!!

So I got bored and felt a bit lonely one night and decided to experiment. However, the only thing I could find in the house (I was home alone) was a sharpie because my mom (sly bitch) hid all of my vibrators. Therefore the blue sharpie would have to do. So one thing led to another and soon enough the sharpie was rammed up my vag. However, when I took it out the lid wasn't there!!! I fished around for a bit and even got knuckles deep but nothing was found (that felt better than the sharpie!!). I'm really scared and unsure on what to do and can't tell my mom because I'm 14 and will deffo get grounded and I'm too ashamed to see a doctor. Any advice??? #pulloutgameweak