Grateful/fearful

White unicorn
I just got a positive pregnancy test 5 days before missed period. I'm so happy but somewhat fearful.
I've had 2 mc and 1 ruptured ectopic. The ectopic was pretty traumatic. I'm just really afraid. I don't think I could go through that again.
I started clomid this cycle and it worked the first try. Please pray this baby makes it!! 
If you've had something similar I'd like to hear your thoughts or experiences.
Thanks for listening!!🙏🏻🌸🌈