Having a rough time...

In my career I regularly have to deal with women who:

Abuse/Neglect their own children.

Use abortions as birth control.

Have many children who the state has taken custody of, and they continue to have more.

Abuse drugs and alcohol while pregnant.

Constantly complain about their children because they are a disruption to their "lifestyle".

... And the list goes on.

I try not to let it get to me but there are some days that I just want to scream, cry, and be angry with God. Why is it so easy for these women to have the one thing that I would give ANYTHING for? And why is it so easy for them to be so careless and ungrateful for the beautiful miracle(s) they have been given? It's not fair. :'( My heart breaks for my own pain and for all of you sweet ladies who I know are hurting the same way I am.

The past few days have been rough and to top it off I had an awful day at work. I guess I could just use some happy thoughts and prayers sent my way. I need to pull myself out of this funk before I get sucked in.

Thanks for letting me vent.