Losing babies

Jamie Lee • ~*~ Jamie Lee ~*~
I've had 5 miscarriages since I was 16 due to stress or an abnormal fetus I can't say that I'm happy about this butt I'm humble enough to say that it was for the best I've made many mistakes and if my children or child was here they would have had to suffer through my mistakes and thankfully they are not here to suffer through my mistakes but now I have been with my man for 8 years and I think I'm done making mistakes while big ones anyway we are currently trying to conceive and have been since we got together I'll be 30 in August and in the last eight years I've had two miscarriages I lost one due to stress then about 3 years ago I lost another due to an abnormal fetus I carried it for 12 weeks though it stopped growing at 7 weeks and 3 days it was traumatizing but I really want to have a child or two what am I doing wrong I tried ovulation calendars ovulation sticks I have tried every position possible every myth possible what do I do now