It's been almost 3 yrs now and no success have my first appointment with a fertility doctor but not till November as it is hard to get an appointment with them I've become extremely overwhelmed with the disappointment every month that I just want to let it go and let be and since then I have been gaining weight this last 2 months idk anymore just gonna leave it to God and keep talking to him he's my one and only that can keep me from being sad about this don't get me wrong I'm sad when a family member or a friend gets pregnant but then it passes and I get over joyed and can't wait to see the baby 😊 sorry so long I'm gonna get a journal to log all my emotions but I think this is Gods way of telling me give your problem to me and let go 🙏