Ugh, so disappointed

Andrea
Started my period today :( was really hopefully for this month but didn't happen. Starting to worry that something may be wrong even though my doctor keeps telling me I am completely normal and just need to "relax". I hate that word...how am I suppose to relax when I put so much thought into getting pregnant and it just doesn't happen?? Completely annoyed see friends gettin pregnant left and right without even "trying" and I am over here putting all this effort in. Sorry just needed to vent! *end rant* Any cycle buddies out there???