Im crazy do to ttc

Jennifer
So i did everything a woman can do natrually to get pregnant after 2 weeks i felt pregancy symptoms my mood was so bad my breast hurt all the time i couldn't stand being around my boyfriend to the point i broke off our 2 year relationship i tested 9 days before missed period and then again 4 days before both times neg. My AF is do in 2 days but i have that gut feeling im not pregnant and i felt symptoms only cuz i wanted to be so bad ! I miss my boyfriend now that his not around geshhh! This whole ttc process will make you nuts.