Everyone's sitting here like..

Everyone is so excited to be doing a nursery for their little one and planning all this beautiful stuff and I think it's absolutely awesome. I'm just sitting here like yeah my baby has to share a room with us for now and we don't really have all this extra money to prepare since my doctor won't let me work right now. I can't wait to have my little girl here and hold her in my arms but it's kind of depressing since with my first 2 I went all out and was completely prepared. Sorry just venting. I don't like to put my unnecessary stuff on my husband bc then he gets sad about me being down and I just don't want that.