my husband and I have been married since February this year, I love him so much , I cook , clean, and attend school while he works. We're picture friendly but what goes on in the house is another story. He constantly criticizes all of my actions , yells at me, gets made when I say sorry, blames everything on me, but comes and hugs me after acting sad he's done it .... I love him with all my heart . I was even thinking of children ... But he's so so mean sometimes ... All the time ... I've always been a strong independent person .... Now I cower whenever he's raising his voice at me . I'm Christian and I don't believe in divorce but I need some kind of help ... I can't make it too much longer 💔💔💔