Two week wait ... arrrggghhhh my body's playing tricks on me

Rose
I've only just started my tww yesterday and I have breast tenderness it went but it's back and it's terrible pain my discharge has gone creamy and white I feel tired and lazy and can't be bothered to do anything plus I'm having mild cramping I think I want to be pregnant on my first try after misscarriage so badly my body's making up symptoms that arnt even meant to be here how am I going to manage this tww ? its driving me crazy already ! lol ..