I can't believe it's happening AGAIN!

I woke up this morning and used the restroom to find light brown spotting. It progressed to light orange-ish pink with a few clots here and there. I also feel a lot of pressure in my lower back and cramps come and go. I suffered from a miscarriage back in late January of this year and to think that I could be suffering from another just breaks my heart to pieces. 💔 I just want my rainbow baby.