I am so grateful for being able to breastfeed but ever since I started pumping, which has only been twice so far, it has increased my production too much. Baby can't keep up and neither can I, because I really don't need a huge supply at home. I wake up in the middle of the night, soaked through two breast pads, shit soaked, and baby can't drain the breast. I'm afraid to pump again to make it worse.