It's crazy I know but I'm dreading it to a point where I don't even want to have a scan. Now your probably thinking why on earth would this crazy lady not want to see her baby? Mainly because the ultrasound room holds horrible memories for me. At my twenty week scan in March I was told my daughter was incompatible with life. I gave birth to her three-day later on Saturday 12th March and kissed her goodbye in the same day. Fast-forward on I'm 8 weeks and 1 day. Some of you might say it's really soon after my daughter, but it happened and no way was I getting rid of this miracle. Anyway I know my dating scan will be coming through anyday and Im struggling with the fact I will haven't return to the same room where the gave the horrible news about annie. I'm from a small town in Wales and the hospital is the closest one. Ive got so many mixed feelings. I love the baby already but can't bring myself to be in that room. I don't know what to do. I can't really change hospitals as I don't drive I wouldn't be able to get to others... :'(