Does anyone else miss smoking weed ?😫

Yah yah it's not legal in all states yet. But obviously that doesn't stop us. 
Anyone else missing the sweet sweet kush kush ?😂 
I used to pretty much smoke on a daily basis until I reigned it in to just every now and then. Not for entirely recreational use / some times recreational lol obviously , but I have anxiety as well as I have really bad anger issues , and smoking kept me really serene and non aggressive and argumentative and from having breakdowns over small things. ... So it helped me out in life in general. Even with pain headaches. Backaches. Etc. 
I quit as soon as I found out I was pregnant. And I really miss it. 😫 how's the other mommies who used to smoke feeling