Emotional wreck. I just want a Baby 😢

Alexis
My husband and I had lost our baby last march when i was just 9 weeks pregnant ; then we weren't even trying it just happens, about a month ago he finally agrees to try and get pregnant . there has not been any luck! Almost every night I just break down and cry also sometimes during the day while I'm at work. I'm just discouraged because I'm not pregnant yet and I'm starting to think the worst , I can't stop thinking about it. All I was is for us to have a beautiful baby . its just not happening for us right now . I don't like talking about it when he asks whats the matter . anyone else going through this??