I feel guilty/birth anxieties.
I'm due on the 30th and I'm already so miserable 😫 I'm not even full term till tomorrow.Â
I want her out!
I am so heavy. I've gained over 30 lbs with this baby (gained 24 with my first). She was born at 38 weeks weighing 6.8 lbs.Â
I had an ultrasound yesterday and this baby girl's head is measuring 2 weeks ahead (same with my fundal height) and 7lbs 7oz.Â
I'm so ready for her to be ready to come.Â
We've had record setting temperatures the last few days and I'm absolutely dying.Â
I feel so bad because I'm still 3 weeks away from my due date.Â
The end of this pregnancy has been so difficult. Irritable uterus, killer back pain, so much weight gain and swelling... Blood pressure on the rise despite taking low dose aspirin (I've had the crazy notion to stop taking the meds so my BP will get high enough to be induced again... I'm insane 😢)
It's mostly the constant contractions and now the fear that I'm going to have a huge baby that is making me more than ready for her to be here.Â
But I feel guilty, because she potentially has three more weeks to cook... And get even bigger.Â
7.7 lbs isn't that big, but I'm not a big girl (or wasn't 😆) and I tore a lot with my first, and she was nearly a whole pound smaller than that! With a much smaller head.Â
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