I just need to rant!

Okay, so I'm on cycle day 38 right now and have had a whole string of bfns. My average cycle is 26-30 days, and my last cycle on menopur with timed intercourse was only 22 days. This cycle was unmedicated because we were traveling and were going to be apart for about a week. So it was a weird cycle right from the get go- extended spotting after my period, positive opks from cycle day 5 -11 (at which point I gave up because I was still spotting and had no idea wtf was going on).

Anyway, for the last 2 weeks I've expected my period would arrive today, like checking the bathroom multiple times a day expecting blood- and nothing. There had been some on- and- off mild cramping, a yeast infection, breast swelling and tenderness, and digestive/ intestinal issues, but no blood or bfp.

Because of our travels and the timing, the only way I could possibly be pregnant now is if I ovulated really really late (like a week and a half ago), in which case it might still be too early for a bfp, but that seems unlikely and in the mean time, I still feel like I'm going to start my period like any second now and it is driving me absolutely crazy!

Anyway, just needed to get that off my chest- thanks for listening!