Anyone else feeling the same ?

I'm dreading labour I mean dreading it and now I'm at the half way point I'm dreading it even worse?! I have one other child and his labour was dreadful 21 hours long and It went backwards and lost lots of blood and because I couldn't take the pain I did say he'd be my only child then I went and Got broody and wanted him to be a big brother and now I'm scared of labour.