First vibrator

I wanna go out and buy myself a small bullet vibrator but I'm such a pussy (no pun intended) I have the money, it's jus actually going to the sex shop and buying it that makes me nervous lol. Anyone else deal with this? How did you get over yourself and just go for it? I'm SO nervous but I want one SO bad.
UPDATE: I'd rather not get one through mail because no matter how discreet the packaging is my parents are nosy and will question me about it. And since I'm at school most of the day, the only person who will be home to get it is my dad and that's weird. 😂