I know this will sound completely premature and in the giddy stage of any relationship but I think I found him. I'm 20 he's 22. We hung out twice. The first time he drove an hour to see me just to drive around some more. We went to about every playground in the city I live in, playing and laughing... We talked for hours, got stoned, went to a movie.. He tried to hold my hand in the movie theater but I was so nervous my hands were sweating. So we basically never touched. After the movie we went to back to my house, I put the top down on my convertible and we just sat back and watched the stars. I found the Big Dipper. He point out stars that he thought resembled a shape or face. When he left, he left with a hug and nothing more.. The second time we hung out was 2 days after the first. He said he wanted me to be his date for the afternoon and evening. I couldn't sleep the night before I was so excited and didn't know what he had planned except that I had to wear a bathing suit and bring a change of clothes. All I knew was when I got off work at 1130 I'd go home shower pack and drive an hour to see a man who made me laugh uncontrollably , knew exactly how to treat me, and never took advantage of me. When I got to him he gave me drections on where to go. When we pulled in I saw kayaks, conoes, paddles, life jackets, and a river. He looked at me and said surprise. He bought the 1-2 hour trip down the river. 2 single kayaks 2 - 2 headed paddles, 2 life jackets, one waterproof box, 2 cellphones, 2 packs of cigarettes, 1 lighter and 1 set of keys. As we floated down this river I don't know the name off. We hardly paddled .. The sun was shining and we locked arms so we could stay close as we floated. we laughed and joked that we would flip the other over into the water, also splashing cold water onto eachother. We turned a 1-2 hour kayak trip into a 3-4 hour trip because we never really paddled. We were so content and joyful in each others presence that we weren't bored even when conversation died. A little while down the river I fell off my kayak. The water was up to my waist and I had the hardest time getting back in my kayak. He's laughing I'm laughing , other people in there own kayaks and conoes are laughing and no one would help me... So I swam.. I swam with my kayak while he trailed behind me laughing ,,, then I heard a splash. I look back and he had jumped in and was now 2 inches away from my face.. My heart skipped a beat my breathing hitched.. Next thing I knew his lips were on mine taking over me all while our kayaks gave us some privacy from our fellow unknown friends. With one of his hands holding the kayak and the other gentle holding my face he pulled back, and said.. Iv been wanting to kiss you since the moment I saw you. I couldn't say anything we just looked at eachother floating with our kayaks down a river. He helped me back in my kayak and then got back in his and this time we raced until the end... Cause it was cold as shit. Next he said let's go get changed at my house you'll meet my aunt and uncle. And then dinner and a movie? I said yes. we get back to his house we walk inside and I meet his uncle who is cooking and singing in the kitchen. The smell of rosemary cilantro oregano and barbeque hit my nose and all I could think about was food. I said my hello and talk to you later all too fast. as we walked out of the kitchen I come to see his aunt. I can smell the coconut lotion she must have just put on she smiles and looks at my outreached hand like I'm crazy and says I don't do hand shakes and bear hugs me ... I laugh and say it's lovely to meet you I will see you again but I'm so cold and need to change ... He shows me upstairs to his room says I can leave my stuff here until after the movie ... I change put on makeup and pull my unruly hair into a bun. We head out to dinner I ordered bbq Alfredo and he ordered brisket .. Once full our straws that once delivered delicious pop to our mouths turned into a weapon... We placed little napkin pieces in our mouths and spit them through a straw. Dodging, weaving, and dying of laughter the waitress came just I time to see a small wet piece of napkin stuck in the beard hair of my dinner date. We all looked at eachother and started cracking up and the rest of the resturant went silent. We left shortly after feeling successful. With time to spare before the movie began he gave me directions to the "beach" we sat and watched the sun go down. Holding eachother and laughing. I kissed his neck and he said no don't. I asked why he said "it's my spot" I left it alone we watched neighbors 2. We headed back to his house to drop him off and I looked up in the sky and saw more stars than I ever have. It was beautiful. No wonder he likes living out in the country.. . He looked at me and said I have a telescope.. Giddy from excitement I was fairly disappointed when we learned it was broken.. And now tiredness hit me. I could barely keep my eyes open. He asked if I wanted to stay the night instead of having the risk of falling asleep at the wheel I agreed on the terms of no funny business and sealed with a pinky swear. We went up to his room while he went to the bathroom I got undressed to underwear and my button down oversized shirt. I got under the covers and closed my eyes I heard him come in sit down on the bed finish his cigarette when we got under the covers I noticed his clothes were still on he leaned over and held me for a little then rolled over on his back .. As weird as this sounds I could hear him blink that's how quiet it was. So I rolled over grabbed his hand and laid his hand on my thigh.. He felt my bareskin and something changed .. He said but I pinky swore. I couldn't help but laugh. I said okay I know I guess I shouldn't have made you swear and rolled back over ... Next thing I new he was moving the hair away from my neck .. kissing my bare neck while rolling me on my back. Ever so gently he laid between my legs kissing me. But it wasnt like In the river .. It was sweet, gentle, passionate. He pulled away and asked if I was sure. I nodded my consent as he unbuttoned my shirt to reveal my breasts. He pulled a nipple into his mouth and I felt a weird yet satisfying sensation. he pulled up as if reading my mind and stuck out his tougne.. How!!!!! I never felt it when kissing him never saw it as he talked... But before I could speak his mouth was right back down on my skin pulling my nipple in his mouth while playing with the other in his hand. His lips moved from one nipple to the other in a torturous routine until he ended it and his lips moved back to mine and his hand went south to remove the barricade between me and him. My underwear was slowly removed and I felt a sense of vulnerability. His hands came back up my legs slowly until he reached my vagina he ran his finger back and fourth until he was inbetween my fold and his fingers went urgently into me .. I felt his body give out a little and then tighten and in a husk voice he groaned in my ear "fuuuuuck your so wet" his voice only made me want him ever more and my hands moved from clawing his back to his belt buckle. Struggling he saw what I was trying to accomplish he through his shirt off then in one swift motion he stood dropped his pants and briefs pulled me to the edge of the bed sat me up and brought his lips down to mine and slowly crawled on top of me with him standing up and me on the edge he slowly enters me and stops as if to feel and get used to his surroundings then in his breath I hear fuuuuck, his head falls back and then comes right back to me. He says your so beautiful, his lips are once again on mine and he started to slowly move in and out of me repetitively. Iv never taken in slow ,,, it was more than I could bare... I wanted to cry because I was so happy, I felt so cherished in that moment. I think he felt the change in atmosphere as I was about to cry. He stops, still inside me, looks up cradles my face and said ,, you are beautiful, I'm so greatful to have met you, and I know it sounds crazy but you are already the second best thing to have happen to me, and the first is my daughter. If you feel like crying let it out cause I feel like it to.. Iv felt more close to you in the last 16 hours then I have with anyone else in my life ... Please let me give you everything you deserve .. And let me make you come... Right then I felt the tears roll down over my temple toward my ear. And I nodded,  smiled and said okay... His lips were on mine a little more gentle then before but his thrusts went faster , harder , deeper. I couldn't hold it down anymore and the moan just escaped from my throat .. As soon as he heard it he flipped me over and reinserted himself in me. I felt him lean over my behind and place slow gentle kisses on my back followed by a bite or two :)... I felt my body tensing tighten, this man I met is about to make me come .... HARD... Moans are escaping and followed by I gonna come , please  and as I was mid orgasm he was still pumping inside me and until the pulsating contractions from my vagina sent him over the edge and he pulled out and came. We went 2 more rounds after that. Then fell asleep holding eachother. I woke up before him in the morning. I sat there smoking a cigarette and drinking water for almost an hour. I couldn't wake him. I loved watching his chest rise and fall. I liked to see how the sun hit him just right it looked like he was sent to me from heaven. Finally I couldn't take it anymore and I kissed him until he woke. He grabbed me once he jolted awake and looked at me and said holy shit I thought you were a dream. Next thing I know I'm underneath him and his lips are on me. Our morning breath mixture could have killed a cow but it didn't seem like he cared .. I think he was scared that I wasn't real. He pulled away from my lips and said thank god. I couldn't help but smile..