Dream talk: what do you get from this

My bestfriend & i were virgins into adulthood, she somewhat recently lost her virginity & im not jealous or anything but i know im ready it's just there's no one completely cooperating with me right now (that's the easiest vaguest way to put it). She keeps having dreams where im the one getting some & in my dreams im always close but it never happens or it cant happen. I think it's so odd how much out dreams differ