I am 5 weeks today with #1. I am beyond happy and so excited to be a mom. It's all I've ever wanted. I read so much though and I'm.so concerned about miscarriage that o get worried. I am trying to stay positive and I love this little bean already. I got in to my car today and a beautiful butterfly landed right on my mirror and sat there. I think if that butterfly could make it through its life journey and the stages it took to become that butterfly, my baby can too. God is good and I feel so blessed.