I'm done

I feel like I'm losing my mind and I can't get a grip on myself right now...I can't even lean on my fiance while I'm going through this...the baby died at 7 weeks but I didn't find out until 9 week...that was last Wednesday...I still haven't passed that much tissue so I guess my body is still in the middle of this miscarriage and all I want to do is scream and cry...all I want to do is curl up into a ball and disappear...I'm so done with everything right now...trying to keep a strong face for my son and family...my parents have their own issues which are bigger than mine...but I still need to mourn this loss...I'm losing it right now