Had my scan yesterday but disappointed

Im supposed to be 9 weeks today and had my scan with the doctors yesterday and couldn't see much. He said he seen the heart beating and showed me a tiny black dot where he said the heart was but I couldn't even see the baby, he said the picture wasn't very clear, I didn't get a print out to show yous so it's hard to explain. He said the womb looked good and showed a smudge at the bottom as my baby but I couldn't see it, sorry for this rant I just feel rubbish 😔 we were planning on telling every1 after this scan but I don't want to now, so many of yous got brilliant 8 week scans and that's what I was looking forward to all week. I feel like I'm being ungrateful tho agh