My daughter is two months old, the most adorable thing and of course I love her. All I ever heard before and after I got pregnant was how wonderful and amazing being a mom is, those people that say that are delusional as all hell! It's the hardest most frustrating thing iv ever gone through. This child will sleep when I don't want her to sleep and when she's awake she NEEDS to be held or she screams like someone's breaking her bones! I do love holding her and letting her sleep on me but all the time? That's just not practical. She makes me feel like I'm just the shittiest person when she cries like that.