I just have to get this out because its bothering me so sorry for the rant!

It's like im the only one excited to be pregnant in my family. This is my second baby but i love it just as much so why is it that when i bring it up every one gets quiet? Was it something i said?

Yesterday i told my mom i wanted to pay out of pocket for a 3d ultrasoundand and got chewed out like i told her i was going skydiving. I wanted to do a gender reveal but nobody is excited, nobody cares. Except me.

I see people post about how supportive people are and family pictures but i have been set on the back burner just because of my baby.

I love my baby more every day and it's hard doing this without support but i know peanut is worth it, even if they can't see it.