I had a daughter that past away to cancer just 2 months before my oldest son was born. I always dreamed of what it would have been like to see them interact and how i would handle two kids at once. That was over 5 years ago and the pain has never really went away I've just been able to accept it. Well now that my second son was born just a week ago and I finally know what it's like to have two kids and to be able to see them interact its amazing. I never knew how much I needed to have another baby but I finally feel so complete when I see these two together.