I am religious, so during my pregnancy I prayed every single day for the safety of my baby even before I had him. I didn't want anything to go wrong, I was so excited to become a mom.

Well, after I had him I didn't feel like a mom. Now two weeks later, still don't feel any different. I hate hearing him cry, it honestly gets on my nerves. It's the most irritating noise ever, and to make it worse I have no idea what to do and I will stay with my mom every other weekend just for help and it's like the moment she touches him he stops crying. I feel like he doesn't want me at all. I just want to give him away and that breaks my heart because being a mom that's not how I should feel ... what do I do. I'm about to go insane. This is my first and only I'm 18.