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Miscarriaging is the worse thing that can happen to anyone! I would never never wish it on anyone not even my worse enemy!! The feeling, the emptiness Is so indescribable, so unbareable! I'm so sorry to those who has to experience such tragic. I lost my baby March 30th, 2016 and still it hurts as It did when it first happened to me. I been ttc for 1month & 1/2 and tbh I feel hopeless. I know I'm ready but am I really?! I thought I was pregnant and when I Took the test and it was negative I was so devastated! It took over me. I became depress. When I first got my period I was having flash backs. The cramping the bleeding it was happening all over again. How badly this impacted me! I can never ever get over this. 💔💔💔💔 I just thought to share with u ladies... Keep strong even thou it's the worse. I never even got a sonogram to keep! Only got the chance to see its little heartbeat before I lost it. I can't wait to have my rainbow baby. Even thou it will never replace my angel baby from above.