So I started spotting..a day before my period. This is the second cycle this has happened. So I guess I'm out and from this moment on, I'm silently giving up. Not telling my SO right now but I will eventually..its just so hard trying to give him something that he wants so bad only to not be able to give it to him?! I'm not understanding my body right now and I'm just drained mentally. Just gonna focus on the only positive things in my life right now, my handsome energetic son and SO, and for now get in the shower and drown my sorrows. I just wish I knew how to cope better because he's gonna know something is wrong with me 😢😓😔