Insecure

Simone
Sometime next week I'm so to return to work, hopefully my doctor gives me the green light. I'm so scared to go outside. I'll drive, but to physically get out the car and walk around .. I'm so paranoid😔 
I'm just so scared to see people who just saw me pregnant and happy, rubbing my belly, talking about her, talking to her. I just feel like people are going to judge me. I already feel like less of a woman. My body wouldn't even allow me to carry my baby fill term, or even far enough to where my baby could have survived. September was so close 💔😢