I've had pcos since I was 18 years old I've been pregnant twice my daughter was born at 21 1/2 weeks and died within 5 mins of being born my second pregnany I found out 12/16/09 lost that pregnancy 12/22/09. Now I haven't been pregnant since and I am starting to get concerned once again because my cycle are so out of control yet my hormones are fine. I haven't had a period in 4 months and no I'm not pregnant and I quit my job because all the ladies are getting pregnant my depression has taken over my life I feel like a failure to my husband and my self.