I wish I had a female friend

I had female friends when I was in high school but growing up I never got along with females I'm still young I'm 20 I have a wonderful boyfriend and a wonderful family but sometimes I do get a little sad and bored cause I'm a very chill female and I do wish I had some girl on girl time. When I was in middle school or high school sometimes in college they wouldn't want to hang out with me just because of how I dress, or if I'm short I won't do anything cause I'm only 4'9 how I do my hair or my makeup, my personality whatever it is but at the end of the day that's just who I am. I did have a few female friends but they would always wanna turn their back on me start drama it was so stupid and every time I would want to get along with a girl they would just judge me off the bat. I know it's not that big of a deal and fuck it it's life but that's just how I feel. If you stay in Cali an your around the inland empire feel free to hit me up cause I'm a very chill person. But it's whatever if your gonna be rude and not have anything nice to say I'm kindly asking you just get off my post then. That's just how I feel.