Feeling sad

I totally understand. It's taken days for me to start feeling any semblance of normal again. I still can't bring myself to put on eye makeup because I know I'll cry and don't want that mess running down my face as another reminder. I totally understand just wanting to sleep... As much as I didn't want to talk about the whole process, talking with a few close, female friends has really been helpful. While they haven't brought up things they know will upset me, it's been so helpful to have friends who have dropped by to play games, or invite is out to do things just to help me stay busy to help keep my mind occupied. This is awful, and I'm so, so sorry that you have to go through it. Please know that you aren't alone and that it really will get better. 

Today was the first day that I didn't curl up in a ball and sob. Might not feel the same tomorrow but I know this will get easier for us all, eventually.

I'm so very sorry. I wish I had words to make it better, but there are none. I have been where you are and felt how you feel and I can tell you it gets easier. I'm so sorry again. Big hugs to you!