So my boyfriend and I decided pretty much since we started dating that we didn't want more kids. He has 2 kids 10 and 8 years old and I have 3 kids 20, 16 and 11 years old. But we got pregnant unexpectedly and after much thought decided we were having a baby in September.

My biggest fear of having another kid was the change. I loved the fact that we were to the point that our kids were starting to not need us so much and was looking forward to the concentrating on us. Going on trips or even as simple as laying in bed all day just us.... Simple. But that's all going to change And I am starting to feel anxious. Like I am being selfish or something because his attention will now not be on just me. Damn these hormones!