Confused

Aniyha
In August I had a good relationship with this guy that I was dating but then I broke up with him because of my anxiety is bad and I thought he was gonna break up with me.Also at the time my parents were getting a divorce I kept pushing my friends away except one who never left my side.I was depressed and in September my doctor put me on Trazodone for my stress headaches and anxiety.Now that I'm with a different guy he makes me feel like he hates me and I know he doesn't it's just my anxiety. I feel like I did the wrong thing by blocking everybody in my contacts and deleting all my social media accounts because I feel like it's August again.I just don't know what to do I feel terrible.