I miscarried my baby at 11weeks 5days December 2015...June 18th would have been my due date and June 16th is my birthday so I really was happy thinking I was going to receive the best gift ever😥 This whole week has been a ultimate struggle for me I have had 2 anxiety attacks this week(which I have never had in my life) I'm ok then I'm crying and I can't even hear the cry of a baby or I'm breaking down crying😥😥 My cousin just told me last week she's pregnant with now her 4th child she said she was really heartbroken when she found out because her and her husband weren't even trying and it happened and she knows how hard my husband and I been trying since we lost our baby...I just smiled hugged her and said congratulations when really inside I'm not happy for them and really don't plan on attending any family functions they may be at I cried to my husband and my mom about how it's not fair for them to have more children and we can't even get one😡😡 I have to find a way to get some comfort and not be upset or sad all the time...For me sometimes I think trying to forget about my babys short stay in womb is the worst thing to do I have the ultrasound pictures tucked away in a box but on June 18th I will celebrate my baby's would have been birthday by framing my ultrasound pictures with a nice poem and hanging it on my family picture wall because my baby was real and will always be a part of me and my family...It may be hard to see it everyday but I have to find a way to find some comfort😥😥