The waiting game...

Ugh. I hate the waiting! I miscarried last August, and AGAIN this past March. Pretty sure I ovulated last week ( I wasn't monitoring bbt so I know I can't be sure, but I did have lots of egg white cm). This week I've been a little crampy, though yesterday I had VERY bad cramps (about a week after my last day of ewcm) along with diarrhea (tmi? Sorry) and my boobs have just been on the edge of acheyness. I have a gut feeling I'm probably not pregnant, but I want to knnnooowww!