Tmi-Battling tears every day!

Jennifer
I gave birth at 22 weeks, after 4 hours of them trying to stop it, he came. I loved on him the whole time, until they took him away. My due date is approaching, and I am getting more emotional every day. I want to go to therapy provided by the hospital, but I lock up every time I think about it. I don't know how to start, or where to start. I am lost.