Lights on

I'm usually really weird about having the lights on when we have sex bc I just feel awkward bc he can see my face and how good it feels and he just stares at me and idk just awk. Anyways the first time we had sex with the curtains wide open I got on top and seeing his face when I sat on him and started going up and down was the best sight ever and ever since then I've wanted to keep the lights on. Has anyone else ever been like that? lol