Just need to vent
My husban and I have been ttc for 2+ years. We finally thought our prayers had been answered when we found out we were pregnant in March 2016 with our first child.
On April 21, 2016 I had a miscarriage.
I am still heartbroken about it. I'm constantly imagining where I would be in the pregnancy, what the gender would have been, what names we would be thinking about, etc. Our due date was November 16th.
My husband doesn't talk about our miscarriage at all.
He says he doesn't want to remember.
But I don't want to forget.
We have talked about trying again, but now he says it's not the best time! If we were going to have a baby in November how can this be a bad time now?
I guess I am just depressed, and thinking that I'll never get my rainbow.
I don't have any friends where I live and no one I can really talk to.
I would talk to my husband but he is so drained after work he really doesn't have the energy and I just want him to be happy.
I'm crying every night silently on the bed next to him.
Please tell me it gets better.
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